"[McFadden] always kept us smiling and laughing," April told the Current. (She asked to only be identified by her first name.) They remained close ever since — April said they were in the midst of planning a karaoke night right before McFadden's life was unexpectedly cut short.
On April 9, a River Walk barge operator found McFadden's fully-clothed body floating in the San Antonio River. At the time, the police identified the deceased body as a 26-year-old a black male, named Kenneth McFadden, who worked at a River Walk restaurant. San Antonio Police Department said the man had drowned — and that there were no obvious signs of trauma on McFadden's body.
Two months later, a new story of McFadden's life — and death — has begun to unfold. Officials have now ruled the case a homicide and confirmed that McFadden was a transgender woman who was "in the process of transitioning" at the time of her death.
SAPD spokesperson Sgt. Jesse Salame told KENS 5 Tuesday that investigators have determined McFadden was murdered, and possibly pushed into the shallow river. He also confirmed police already have a suspect identified in the murder — an acquaintance 0f McFadden's who was already behind bars on unrelated charges.
According to her social media presence, McFadden had identified as a woman for several years before her death. SAPD hadn't told the public McFadden was a transgender woman until Tuesday. The updated police report, however, still identifies McFadden as male.
"I'm not not sure exactly when she started identifying as a 'she,'" April, McFadden's longtime friend, told the Current. "I never asked questions because I don't judge. I just wanted her to be happy."
Nell Gaither, president of Dallas' Trans Pride Initiative, told us that misidentifying a trans victim's gender is common in criminal cases and can easily derail an investigation.
"This is routine in cases with trans victims," Gaither said. "If she presented herself as female, but the cops say they’re looking for information on a man, no one's going to be able to help."
McFadden loved to sing. She recorded snippets of herself covering Christina Aguilera and Katy Perry songs on Facebook, and sometimes she posted her own poetry that touched on her identity and fears.
Part of a 2015 post reads: "The lonely souls in life searching for acceptance.
Are just the scarred bodies that get taken in the night."
And another, posted a month later: "Sorry my outsides, never match my insides. I know its my fault you couldn't see."
According to the Human Rights Campaign, McFadden is the tenth trans woman of color who has been killed in 2017.