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Houston native Jonathan Caouette, who used iMovie to reassemble the pieces of a crazy childhood in Tarnation.

Jonathan Caouette exhumed a freak-show childhood and made it into a masterpiece

"We're a happy family, and we're a wonderful family," insists Adolph Davis. Viewers of his grandson's film, the ultimate home movie about a home that could double for tarnal damnation (Tarnation), might disagree. Adolph's daughter, Renée, was a gorgeous child model who at 12 fell off the roof of their Houston house and into the clutches of mental health monsters who eletro-shocked her twice a week. Over the course of 35 years, she was in and out of hospitals 100 times. When Renée married, her husband abandoned her without ever learning that she was pregnant with their son, Jonathan. Determined to make a fresh start with her little boy, she took him to Chicago, where she was straightaway raped before his eyes. When Renée was later jailed, Jonathan was sent to board with abusive foster parents. Eventually adopted by his peculiar grandparents, whose house he tore apart as often as he could, he staged a suicide attempt almost every week. Enrolled in the Big Brother program, he was paired with a film critic from the Houston Chronicle who took him to screenings instead of ballgames. By the age of 31, when Tarnation begins with the news that Renée has overdosed on lithium, Jonathan Caouette has been putting himself and those around him on film for most of his life.

"Thank God for cinema!" exclaimed the director following an advance screening of his film last week at San Antonio College. "It saved my life." Tarnation is an astonishing record of that life, compiled from actual video and Super-8 footage, and from still photos, answering machine messages, video diaries, and dramatic reenactments. Caouette, who was working as a doorman and a waiter in New York City, put the film together with a Macintosh iMovie program at a cost of $218, which can probably buy a toothbrush in a Beverly Hills Dollar Store. During a triumphal tour of film festivals, Tarnation - which Caouette chose over two other working titles, Lucid and The Day I Disappeared - has gained admirers and backers, including filmmakers Gus Van Sant and John Cameron Mitchell, who swelled the budget to $400,000, primarily to pay permission fees for musical and cinematic materials appropriated from popular culture of the '70s and '80s. The film makes effective use of split screens, overlapping, tinted, and shimmering images, negatives, blurred focus, and other visual devices to evoke the state of mind of someone hugging the borderline between waking and dreaming, lucidity and delusion.

Dir. & writ. Jonathan Caouette (NR)
Tarnation begins in March 2002 when Caouette, living in Brooklyn with his lover, David, gets a phone call about his mother. It then flashes back to 1950, to the wedding of Rosemary and Adolph, Renée's parents and David's grandparents. From there, the film proceeds more or less chronologically, but what might be a conventional plot is told through extensive printed titles, while the real work of the film is being done by an inventive soundtrack and visual effects so intent on dazzling that they signal the hand of a novice eager to show his stuff. While Tarnation belongs loosely to the family of movies about mental disorder such as Frances, Sybil, I Never Promised You a Rose Garden, and A Beautiful Mind, it is stylistically more akin to the avant-garde experiments of innovators such as Stan Brakhage and Jonas Mekas. Like Capturing the Friedmans, it exposes the horrors of an American household and constitutes a stunning addition to the current renaissance in nonfiction cinema. But its closest analogy might be to several self-lacerating memoirs published in the U.S. in recent years, including The Kiss, the 1997 book in which Kathryn Harris recounts her experience of incest with her father.

"Sick parents raise sick children," says Renée, who is alternately enthralled and appalled by her son's practice of invading their family's privacy with a camera lens. One of the most memorable scenes in the film is an excruciatingly long take in which Renée, her brain damaged but her spirit untethered, sings, babbles, and cavorts before the camera while hugging a pumpkin. An operatic mad scene whose libretto was entirely improvised, it is a moment of sublime agony for the viewer as much as for the deranged woman's son who was holding the camera. Back in Texas after fleeing to New York four years ago, Caouette summarized his escape from a turbulent Houston childhood: "It was like growing up in a religious cult and having to deprogram yourself." Tarnation is an extraordinary act of exorcism. It is a horror film whose director uses cinema to array and slay the monsters that still haunt him.

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